Hi Gary, of course I remember you too and your wife Linda.
It's interesting to see how people remember you after many years. You describe me as hyper, another described me as intense, and a third remembers me as the guy to crashed his honda while racing in the Big Bear mountains.
But that's another story.
A new beginning is certainly needed, and God can certainly do it, although with man it is impossible. Your illustration is apt regarding the disciples, there is the possibility of something new.
The problem is one of being able to deconvolute a system that has real weakness, and is it necessary and worthwhile to endure this kind of pain? I consider the disbanding of the entire meeting, as has taken place in Champaign and SLO, to be the only realistic option. I know it is emotionally very difficult after so many years and so many relationships, but as far as needed healing goes, it needs to be done 'on the outside', getting others with a healthy perspective to intervene. And this can be done very effectively in the context of caring churches that are all around us.
Thank you for your words of encouragement, I'm sure they will be a help to others who are also still reeling from all this.
Do you consider your 'posting days coming to an end' because of the pain of waiting? I'd like you to reconsider that, as communication and consideration of other points of view are really important in this difficult time. Certainly feel free to contact me via email in my profile if you'd prefer.
Dale