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Now getting to thoses reason, excuses and quirks:
1.
REASONS:
A. FORTY YEAR ARM TOO SHORT,
my sight: -- I have an NIV bible that is large print at the church. and a NKVJ at home.
I just started wearing reading glasses a year ago.
My eyes have adjusted too well with the glasses.
I cannot see the printed word clearly anymore with out them.
A1. My computer is in my bedroom: i have just a small desk lamp, to light up my room.
IN THOSE MULTI WINDOWS,
how do you do that anyways.
I cant read them...!!!!
. I know they are a conversation between two people. So I just let those multiwindow conversations remain private.
B: HEARING IMPAIRED:
I tend to write the way I speak.
In a crowded room, or in a noise area, unless I can see everyone talking, able to see there mouths ,
and I have difficulty hearing my own voice.
I tend to be higher on the vocal scale.
It is very frustrating:
If you are talking to low, because you are not confident enough, then they are asking you to repeat yourself,
if you are asking them to continually repeat themself, for they are speaking too low, they have not
maintained eye contact, or their hands or something else in front to of their mouths. It can be embarassing to answer any of their questions, because you really havent understood what was said, and you may come up with something totally different, off the wall topic.
So overcompensation vocal wise, becomes an effort to be heard and to hear.
There are times that with the same person,
who thinks it is fun to accuse me of talking too low, then yelling at them , for when I try to make my heard.
Then cruelly tell me to clean out my ears, and pay attention. It is rather frustrating and spiritually damaging. This came from my younger daughter.
It was not a teenage excuse, it was a way for her to control the alpha female of the family.
B1. I tend to write the way I talk.
So caps becomes as way to be heard and to hear.
CAPS is not shouting to me:
It is just the a tool I use.
EXCUSES:
I have a business certificate of 1977, for clerk typist.
I worked in the canadian government from 1978 to 1983, as a typist ST TYP 2. using the old clunker electric type writer, or even the one you had to manual go back to the next line.
Because of this I tend to correct my sentences as I go along.
My English grammar was my poorest subject in school. So concentrating on my grammar, was a real effort, and pulled down my grades.
QUIRKS:
I WRITE THE WAY I TALK:
Plus: I perfer the even flow of caps,
as well, I dont have to stop and think,
to use the cap for the I's or the beginning of sentences. I can just talk , making my talking with out interrupting for , English edict.
I can just CONTINUING WITH THE TALKING.
APOLOGY:
The above three
reasons/excuses/quirks/
are just that excuses.
I AM SORRY IF I OFFENDED ANY ONE AND EVERY ONE, for the way I used CAPS.
IT WAS NOT MY INTENTION TO OFFEND, all I wanted was to be an encourager, not a hinderance in ex assembly members, lifes. By doing that I was also encouraging my self:
WHY:
:(Due to financial difficulties, actually having no financial resources coming in for the past two months. Financial stresses due to no financial resources coming for financial responsibilities. With that, no financial resources, no resources to have access to prescriptions for my antidepressives.
Clinical depression, is becoming so much a battle now a days that , by going from 200 mg a day of generic brand of zoloft, to 0 mg a day. It is becoming clearer, that the illness is taking over again.
By becoming an ENCOURAGER on the post, if I encouraged even one purpose, then God has granted me a blessing.
If I have OFFENDED anyone due to my CAPS QUIRK then I have failed in that God directed purpose.
Right now since my clinical depression illnesses is taking over, any type of critism, intended or not, I have difficulty separating it from advice or personal rejection and the feeling of uselessness, and worthlessness.
This is exactly how I felt today to the one who tried to advice me today on the use of caps. Rejected. and a complete failure.
ps: there was something else i was going to add about my caps preference use: Emotional moment made me forget.
NOW I REMEMBER ???CAPS: I AM NEW THIS COMPUTER WORLD
Under the excuse title:
I really enter this computer world , internet, emailing on a full time basis since the 1st week of February.
there were prior experiences, with different computers, for example: computerize cash register working as a cashier, working at data entry at my volunteer job as a volunteer amateur report.
Seeking employment at the Job Find Club. So
as a inexperience computer infant,who is still on the learning and growing stage with in this world,
i may not have the proper knowledge of the rules , for emailing , computer edict.
Along with this and my personal quirks ,it makes a mixture i guess for unintentionly offending someone.
SO ANY ONE THAT I OFFENDED BY USING CAPS.
whether it was through this post, through email, and through my answering your emails.
I AM SORRY FOR MY OFFENDING, no excuses, IT WAS NOT MY INTENT TO DO SO.
PLEASE ACCEPT THIS APOLOGY.
Thank you for listening and goodbye.
( a smiley face with a waving hand)
ALL I INTEND TO DO WAS BE OF SOME ENCOURAGEMENT.
;)GOOD BYE:
