Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven. Matt 6:10I believe this prayer of the Lord Jesus suggests at least the
possibility of the present display of kingdom realities.
And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth. Matt 28:18The Lord's final assertion here in Matt 28:18 confirms this.
Now few Christians would quibble with what these verses are saying, but therein lies the dilemma.
So much of the believer's experience appear to contradict the above.
How frequently do we fall into personal sin that is clearly not in keeping with "Thy will be done"?
How frequently do we observe events of such unspeakable horror that we cannot help but ask ourselves whether indeed all power in heaven and in earth has been given unto Christ.
I think the very raising of these questions is the thing that draws us closer to an understanding of this seeming dilemma and I think the answer is this, at least in part:
The coming of God's kingdom must be the personal and relentless pursuit of every Christian still in the flesh.
Some may not think this possible in this life.
Most of us have not experienced such victory and power.
I do however think with God all things are possible.
In fact, I would argue that the incredible darkness of the world in which we now live, has as its exact purpose, this remarkable display of God's kingdom authority in our own lives as we seek to glorify Him. That ye may be blameless and harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of a crooked and perverse nation, among whom ye shine as lights in the world; Phil 2:15I must say in all honesty that this is not a reality that I now personally enjoy as God well knows. It is however my earnest prayer that God would make it so....
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And when he was demanded of the Pharisees, when the kingdom of God should come, he answered them and said, The kingdom of God cometh not with observation:
Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you Matt 17:20,21Amen...
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Verne,
I am not aware of a "deleted post". However, the way my tired old brain works maybe I punched a "delete" when I meant to punch an "enter."
I'd would like to keep this conversation going though, as I'm finding it very helpful (I hope other readers are too).
I greatly appreciate your honesty re. your own personal dilemma and contradictions. It doesn't do us any good, nor the cause of Christ, to claim an experience we just don't have. The things you mentioned above do prove one thing: there is a Spirit that is creating a desire in us for an inner experience, not natural to us, that can only be called "
holiness."
I think every truly born again believer has asked the question: " why can't I just be free of all vesitiges of sin?! Aren't the promises of God ones that include complete sanctification?!"
The answers are "yes"---- and "absolutely yes"---- to both questions above, but not fully in this life.
I understand this, but like you, I wonder exactly what my expectations for this life should be. I mean, how much sanctification can I really expect? Naturally, we should try our best to avoid sin and pursue righteousness, but do some do better than others? If they do better, why is this so? And, even if we tried to figure this out, how exactly would we know what something like "inner reality" would look like?
Some would say one of these: 1.)"Your behavior alone demonstrates true separation of heart toward God--- ignore your inner life."
2.) "The great feelings of devotion when caught up in worship to God show true surrender--- all that matters is within."
3.) "The ability to crucify ones self-life completely via the exercise of faith."
4.) "Behavior transformation via daily discipleship techniques that release God's powerful inner working."
There probably is something worth considering in the list above (when looked at in the proper context), but I don't think any of them are "secrets" to laying hold on the Kingdom. As a matter of fact, I think there is a lot of bad thinking/acting that can come out of our pursuit to be holy. That good desire for "my utmost for His Highest" can't be separated from the fact of the Gospel of the grace of God or we end up creating a phony and neurotic replica of the true.
After all, God has given us the Kingdom by his grace---- why are we trying to lay hold on what is ours already? What makes us think that there is any kind of work we can do that will bring us closer to perfection anymore than it could bring us forgiveness of sins? This doesn't answer the whole question re. holiness, but I think it points us in the right direction.
God Bless, Mark C.