al Hartman
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« Reply #18 on: April 07, 2004, 11:02:30 am » |
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For over a year I have avoided posting on this thread, and I wasn't even sure why. In retrospect I now see that it was because I was never comfortable with any of the forms of outreach we employed in my assembly days. I guess, in order of preference, I favored the tent meetings, sunday afternoons in Hillcrest Park, and Wednesday nights on Van Nuys Blvd. I just never viewed any of them as effective methods of evangelism. They bore little tangible fruit, in my experience, and I tried to content myself with the thought that we were putting forth the word of the gospel, and that some of it would take root, grow & bear fruit in time. My personal method of witnessing was not aggressive, although when I preached the gospel on the street, I tried to be powerful in voice & message. But one-on-one, I preferred to establish a rapport by which an intelligent discussion could ensue. I sometimes felt that a genuine interest had been thus aroused. I used my Bible freely, but tried to make it comprehensible, rather than weild it as a bludgeon.
Looking back, I think that a lot of our outreach work was but a poor substitute for everyday witnessing to out neighbors, friends, coworkers, and family members. When Christ is an ideal and a concept, but not a practical reality in one's life, one is painfully aware that those closest by are the most aware of the lack in one's life; a state which impedes any practical active witness to them. Much easier is the approach to total strangers who may be fooled, even badgered, into believeing that we are the godly, spiritual people we profess to be.
These days, as I learn to know and to trust the Lord in all aspects of my daily doings, I find myself delighting in the unexpected opportunities to interject Jesus Christ as a normal component into a normal conversation. I am no longer uptight about defending my beliefs, because I am secure in Him, and whatever others may reject or scoff at is between them and the Holy Spirit Who would persuade them. I have no axe to grind, nothing to prove. My tool is now prayer rather than argument. There is still a place for public preaching, witnessing, the distribution of gospel literature, and godly works, but I now am free to do them without feeling that if I do not I will be failing God. I can now do them simply because I want to please and serve Him. I can now pray from my heart to the Lord of harvests to send forth workers and save lost souls, rather than worry whether I am fulfilling all that He demands of me.
Gratefully & gladly, al Hartman
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